Flowers

Whispers In the Dark

Light and dark
Hark the night's song
It has been singing for you all along
Listen to the sound of the wind through the trees
Do you not feel the thrum of the night?
Feel the earth as it crawls with life
I guess not when one lives a life so very full of strife
The wolves howl in the night, their pain making it bright
Their pain clouds the night, will you keep your eyes from such a sight?
Breathe in, breathe out, and calm your fright
Stare clear eyed out into the wicked night
Really wondrous sight, is this what you gave you the greatest night?

Forgotten Words

Burning Passion
Flattering lines
Forget to Breathe
Nothing left
No One sees
Passion plays
The World rots away
Night and Day
Love burns Away

Black and White

Warrior's fate
Daughter's hate
Free the fake
What Love may give
May Passion take
A broken heart
Free the Courage
Feel the Night
Turn from Darkness
Take the Light
One holds Death
One gives forth Life
Nothing is ever just Black and White

I Love You

Обичам те
Et vull
我爱你
Volim te
Miluji tě
Jeg elsker dig
Ik hou van je
Ma armastan sind
Mahal kita
Rakastan sinua
Je t'aime
Quérote
მე შენ მიყვარხარ
Ich liebe dich
Σ 'αγαπώ
Mwen renmen ou
אני אוהב אותך
मैं तुमसे प्यार करता हूँ
Szeretlek
Ég elska þig
Aku mencintaimu
Is breá liom tú
Ti amo
私はあなたを愛して
당신을 사랑합니다
Te amo
Es tevi mīlu
Aš tave myliu
Те сакам
Aku mencintaimu
Is breá liom tú
Ti amo
私はあなたを愛して
당신을 사랑합니다
Te amo
Es tevi mīlu
Aš tave myliu
Те сакам
Aku mencintaimu
Jeg elsker deg
من شما را دوست دارم
Eu te amo
Te iubesc
Я люблю тебя
И лове иоу
Milujem ťa
Te quiero
Jag älskar dig
Я люблю тебе

There are tons of ways to say three words that can hold so much meaning. . . .So I just wanted to tell you. . .I love you. I was just having a lot of trouble deciding which language I wanted to tell you in.

A Letter to My Heart

Dear Heart,
What more do you want me to do? I have told him how I feel in many ways. I tell him every chance I get. I show him any ways I can. Still you ache, still you long. I don't know what else to do. . .I'm not always sure if he feels the same. I could ask but then I would know. . .If he doesn't feel the same you will hurt more. I know he tells me he loves me too, but what if he's just telling me what he thinks I want to hear. Heart I don't know what to do, I've already lost you to him. I don't want to lose him too. So I'll just keep telling him how I feel, I'll just keep living with the longing, and I'll just keep being there for him.
Sincerely,
Girl

Pan's Shoe

Two Wolves

Wolf Pup

A Love Letter to a Man

You don't ever seem to notice me, I'm always there. . .Some times I wonder if I always have been.

You don't ever seem to hear me, I'm always there. . .some times I wonder if next time I will manage to get the words out

You don't ever seem to feel me, I'm always there. . .some times I wonder if I will find the courage to just reach out and touch you

Smiled, you smiled and I smiled back a moment before I realized the smile wasn't for me.

That smile, your beautiful smile was for her, I never knew. . .all this time I have been the one writing my love to you.

You never knew, you said you never knew where the letters came from. . . you have broken my heart.

You hold my hand a moment and whisper softly that you love me too. . .she has gone, she wasn't ever going to stay long.

You hold me close when the world isn't looking, you love me in silence. . . I can tell no one how I love you

The letters have stopped, now I say each word to you with my lips rather than my pen. . . the silence still deafens me, you heart beating in your chest

I listen closely, drawn in by the sound. . .some times I wish I could just lie with you my head on your chest and never have to move

The beating, the beating of your heart. . .some times I think of it as the rhythm in which we love.

Eine Frage

Was passiert, wenn ein Leben, das einmal freudlos war plötzlich gewinnt Bedeutung.  

So nahe dran ziehen die sprichwörtliche Trigger auf alles und Aufgeben, dann, dass besondere jemand auftaucht und verändert die Sicht auf alles.  

Jetzt in der Liebe, will man nie loslassen. Was geschieht nun?

Poem from the back of the mind

Passion flares and plays heady like sweet flames over our skin
Our bodies acting out the wishes of our minds
A fantasy coming to life, our lust grows as we go blind
Passion’s fire in me you do ignite
Burning on with you into the night, my heart set alight
Some fire not worth the fight, this cruel heat in me you create
I can feel your lips on mine, you hands caressing what no one sees
From you desire passes, each play of your fingers over my flesh drives me
Desire grows, our bodies against one another
Filled by both our own heat and that of each other
Come to me my lover; take me in to the flames of desires
Let the passion play us both as our bodies entwine

-Un-Titled-

I jump at shadows on the wall.
I can not think of any thing else at all.
Frightened that I'll fall.
Even more so that I already fell.
Will you catch me?
Or will the dark be all I ever meet?
Every little noise a new false hope.
Wandering about blindly in the dark.
Tell me where to start.
I'm an actress in a play I never learned the lines of the part.
I'm lost and stumbling, the world is stark in the lights so bright.
I can not breathe, cannot see.
The dark comes again and my heart skips a beat as we meet.

Burning Bridges

He calls to me at night 

My heart longs for him so

Each night dreams of passion plague me

I fear to sleep for I see his face in my dreams

I cannot free my mind of him

The end haunts me

Never one of those who dreamt of happily ever after

All I ever wanted was ever after, be it alone or with some one, so long as it wasn't the end

I never expected to be happy, just a bit less miserable

We all know what they say

 Miserly loves company and that's what he made me, his miserable companion

My heart faltered at first glance, upon it's first true look it fell

Hard and fast I did fall

No choice did fate give me

My heart did hurt so with him, my heart wandered from me

Wandering hearts lost faith and got away

He left so often I almost got used to when he'd go

No more fits did I throw, my heart became cold

I grew tired, and his once adorable antics grew old

Leave and return, again and again

Stopped coming back, finally there is no reason to return

Left my old world to burn

The withdrawal is killing me, some how I'll keep going

One day I'll be able to go on

For now I'll just burn all the bridges to my heart, and watch my world continue to fall apart

Schmerzhafte Liebe

oh sag mir, du liebst mich, bitte sagen Sie mir du liebst mich auch. Sag mir nicht, Sie hassen mich, sag mir, was ich hören will. Oh Liebling sag mir du liebst mich. Sag mir, man kann nicht mit mir aus, auch wenn Sie leben können. Lie to me, wenn Sie auf, ich will nur zu hören, Sie sagen, Sie lieben mich so. Hasst mich wenn der Morgen kommt aber sage mir, du liebst mich für die Nacht. Ich werde von Morgenlicht verschwunden sein. Verpassen Sie nie wieder mich nie lieben. Ich wusste die ganze Zeit, wie Sie wirklich fühlte. Mein Herz tut weh auf dem Weg I love your hassen. Du gabst mir alles, was ich wollte, ich wusste, es war eine Lüge. Eine Lüge sogar so habe ich mich so wunderbar zu hören, es. Was würde ich geben um zu leben, liegen alle immer wieder. Ich kann mich nicht entschließen, zu stoppen, mich zu lieben, egal wie man zu hassen. Blame die Lügen, die Schuld der Schmerz, aber nie Schuld, dass wir nie das Gefühl, nur das gleiche. Ich versuchte so hart, dass Sie kümmern, damit Sie wissen, wie mein Herz tat weh.Sie spielte mit meinem Herzen und lachte mir ins Gesicht, wenn ich Ihnen gesagt, es war gebrochen. Lie to me wieder, ich muss wirklich hören, dass du mich liebst. Eine weitere Nacht ist alles, was ich fragen, hasst mich in der Früh, wenn Sie müssen. Ich kann einfach nicht wegbleiben. Ich weiß nicht, wie mein Herz aus Sehnsucht nach dir halten. Wie es zu hören, du lügst tut weh, aber es ist schlimmer, wenn man die Wahrheit sagen. Hasst mich in den stillen Stunden, wenn ich von Ihnen viel zu lange weg. Hasst mich, wenn ich vor der Abreise wecken. Sag mir nur, du liebst mich, wenn nur für die Nacht.

Painful Love

Oh tell me you love me, please tell me you love me too. Do not tell me you hate me, tell me what I want to hear. Oh darling tell me you love me. Tell me you can not live with out me, even if you can. Lie to me if you must, I want only to hear you say you love me so. Hate me when the morning comes but tell me you love me for the night. I will be gone by morning light. Never again will you ever miss me. I knew all along, how you really felt. My heart hurts at the way I love your hate. You gave me everything I wanted, I knew it was a lie. A lie, even so hearing it made me happy. What would I give to live, it all over again. I can not bring myself to stop loving you, no matter how you hate me. Blame the lies, the guilt of the pain, but never fault that we never feel just the same. I tried so hard to take care to let you know how my heart did feel.You played with my heart and laughed in my face when I told you it was broken. Lie to me again, I really need to hear that you love me. One more night is all I ask, hate me in the morning, if you must. I can not stay away. I do not know how to keep my heart from longing for you. How to hear you're lying hurts, but it is worse if you tell the truth. Hate me in the quiet hours when I am gone away for far too long. Hate me if I leave before you wake. Just tell me you love me, if only for the night.

Faery Lover

Falling in love
Bound in rage
Passion all set aflame
Is last to blame
Death covers each frame
Mustn't kill nor maim
Silly how it always turns out this way
Help me chase the dreams and keep fear at bay
Make me sleep in the day
Fore you whisk my night away

A Sideways and Slacking Society

A side ways and slacking society is what shall be the death of me

A child of a broken home for all eternity

have you moved so far away that you have gone and forgotten me

forgotten the last one who still believed, the last one who could still see you as all you really

could be

yeah you are of another breed;you, the down trodden of society

pretenders making up for what they cannot be; swindling those who are out of every thing

the root of all evil, money; tis a greed driven superficially

bare away the pretenses of society; the picture of pristine only a mere fantasy

you cannot tell me you have not seen the wars of land driven by man's greed

in this narrow sighted society you are wrong if you choose to believe differently

I'm telling you a sideways and slacking society shall be the death of me

a child of a broken home now alone for all eternity

you have moved so far away that you have forgotten me

it's alright because no one left believes; no one else cares to look and see

of another breed, the down trodden of society; giving into death so easily that no one will bother to remember you, no one but me

Always isn't always what it seems

Always in control, finally lost it
Always forgiving, finally forgot
Always acting, finally stopped
Always lying, finally told the truth
Like it or not, this is what you got
Real or fake, do you even care?
Always dreaming, finally woke up
Always falling, finally fell
Always smiling, finally cried
Always wanting, finally accepted
Like it or not, this is what you got
Here or there, did you ever care?
Always seeing what seems to be, finally saw what's really there
Always pretending, finally in reality
Always hearing, finally heard the truth
Always wondering, finally known
Like it or not, this is what you got
Yes or no, is it what you thought?
Always happy, finally bitter
Always talking, finally silent
Always calm, finally angred
Always running away, finally being brave
Like it or not, this is what you got
Up or down, was this how you expected it to turn out?

Problematic Heart

Can you tell me you don't care? Can you tell me you feel nothing?

 I wish I could feel nothing at all, wish I could bring myself to stop caring.

All I see is your crying face, it haunts me to this day, just go away.

Can you not see how he makes me happy? Can you not see with you I was in misery?

I wish I could still endure the suffering, wish I could live being so un-happy.

I set you free won't you do the same for me? I still love you, is that too hard to believe?

I wish loving you didn't hurt so much, I tried to stop from hurting you by not staying where I would cause you to watch my pain.

Can you not see what I did is best for both you and I? Can I not do as you always have, think of the best for you and not ask if it is okay?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish I could tell you I wanted you to stay, but I can not let my wants get the better of me.

Can you not see how clear my reasoning? Can you not see how rational it was of me?

I wish I never had a single rational thing to say, but I do today and it I have said.

Can you not see I much I love you even now? Can you not see the words of love written on my skin?

I wish to you all the best; my heart may finally find it's rest, I wish this wasn't goodbye we were saying but rather until we meet again.

Can you not see I fear your going, even now that you are gone? Can you not see how your cold fare-thee-well nearly killed me?

I wish I could be so heartless, I wish I could again just walk in the dark with you by my side all through out the night.

 Can you not see how much loving and losing you has changed me? Can you not see it was you who was always the one to leave?

I wish it was you that had left again; I wish I could have been able to get so angry, that I could claim to hate you to console my poor heart.

 Can you not see goodbye was the best thing? Can you not see what the world was so plainly telling me?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish there was something else I could say, but it's already done and nothing can be taken back.

A Poetic Goodbye

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

just a waste of space

can't you see they are lying to your face?

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

each time you ask nothing is said

for ever it seems you beg at least something to be told

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

could never be happy with the empty silence

now a show of defiance

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

just a waste of space

can't you see they are lying to your face?

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

each time you ask nothing is said

forever it seems you beg at least something to be told

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

could never just be happy with the empty silence

now the girl has shown defiance