Painful Love

Oh tell me you love me, please tell me you love me too. Do not tell me you hate me, tell me what I want to hear. Oh darling tell me you love me. Tell me you can not live with out me, even if you can. Lie to me if you must, I want only to hear you say you love me so. Hate me when the morning comes but tell me you love me for the night. I will be gone by morning light. Never again will you ever miss me. I knew all along, how you really felt. My heart hurts at the way I love your hate. You gave me everything I wanted, I knew it was a lie. A lie, even so hearing it made me happy. What would I give to live, it all over again. I can not bring myself to stop loving you, no matter how you hate me. Blame the lies, the guilt of the pain, but never fault that we never feel just the same. I tried so hard to take care to let you know how my heart did feel.You played with my heart and laughed in my face when I told you it was broken. Lie to me again, I really need to hear that you love me. One more night is all I ask, hate me in the morning, if you must. I can not stay away. I do not know how to keep my heart from longing for you. How to hear you're lying hurts, but it is worse if you tell the truth. Hate me in the quiet hours when I am gone away for far too long. Hate me if I leave before you wake. Just tell me you love me, if only for the night.