He calls to me at night
My heart longs for him so
Each night dreams of passion plague me
I fear to sleep for I see his face in my dreams
I cannot free my mind of him
The end haunts me
Never one of those who dreamt of happily ever after
All I ever wanted was ever after, be it alone or with some one, so long as it wasn't the end
I never expected to be happy, just a bit less miserable
We all know what they say
Miserly loves company and that's what he made me, his miserable companion
My heart faltered at first glance, upon it's first true look it fell
Hard and fast I did fall
No choice did fate give me
My heart did hurt so with him, my heart wandered from me
Wandering hearts lost faith and got away
He left so often I almost got used to when he'd go
No more fits did I throw, my heart became cold
I grew tired, and his once adorable antics grew old
Leave and return, again and again
Stopped coming back, finally there is no reason to return
Left my old world to burn
The withdrawal is killing me, some how I'll keep going
One day I'll be able to go on
For now I'll just burn all the bridges to my heart, and watch my world continue to fall apart
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