Problematic Heart

Can you tell me you don't care? Can you tell me you feel nothing?

 I wish I could feel nothing at all, wish I could bring myself to stop caring.

All I see is your crying face, it haunts me to this day, just go away.

Can you not see how he makes me happy? Can you not see with you I was in misery?

I wish I could still endure the suffering, wish I could live being so un-happy.

I set you free won't you do the same for me? I still love you, is that too hard to believe?

I wish loving you didn't hurt so much, I tried to stop from hurting you by not staying where I would cause you to watch my pain.

Can you not see what I did is best for both you and I? Can I not do as you always have, think of the best for you and not ask if it is okay?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish I could tell you I wanted you to stay, but I can not let my wants get the better of me.

Can you not see how clear my reasoning? Can you not see how rational it was of me?

I wish I never had a single rational thing to say, but I do today and it I have said.

Can you not see I much I love you even now? Can you not see the words of love written on my skin?

I wish to you all the best; my heart may finally find it's rest, I wish this wasn't goodbye we were saying but rather until we meet again.

Can you not see I fear your going, even now that you are gone? Can you not see how your cold fare-thee-well nearly killed me?

I wish I could be so heartless, I wish I could again just walk in the dark with you by my side all through out the night.

 Can you not see how much loving and losing you has changed me? Can you not see it was you who was always the one to leave?

I wish it was you that had left again; I wish I could have been able to get so angry, that I could claim to hate you to console my poor heart.

 Can you not see goodbye was the best thing? Can you not see what the world was so plainly telling me?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish there was something else I could say, but it's already done and nothing can be taken back.