Faery Lover

Falling in love
Bound in rage
Passion all set aflame
Is last to blame
Death covers each frame
Mustn't kill nor maim
Silly how it always turns out this way
Help me chase the dreams and keep fear at bay
Make me sleep in the day
Fore you whisk my night away

A Sideways and Slacking Society

A side ways and slacking society is what shall be the death of me

A child of a broken home for all eternity

have you moved so far away that you have gone and forgotten me

forgotten the last one who still believed, the last one who could still see you as all you really

could be

yeah you are of another breed;you, the down trodden of society

pretenders making up for what they cannot be; swindling those who are out of every thing

the root of all evil, money; tis a greed driven superficially

bare away the pretenses of society; the picture of pristine only a mere fantasy

you cannot tell me you have not seen the wars of land driven by man's greed

in this narrow sighted society you are wrong if you choose to believe differently

I'm telling you a sideways and slacking society shall be the death of me

a child of a broken home now alone for all eternity

you have moved so far away that you have forgotten me

it's alright because no one left believes; no one else cares to look and see

of another breed, the down trodden of society; giving into death so easily that no one will bother to remember you, no one but me

Always isn't always what it seems

Always in control, finally lost it
Always forgiving, finally forgot
Always acting, finally stopped
Always lying, finally told the truth
Like it or not, this is what you got
Real or fake, do you even care?
Always dreaming, finally woke up
Always falling, finally fell
Always smiling, finally cried
Always wanting, finally accepted
Like it or not, this is what you got
Here or there, did you ever care?
Always seeing what seems to be, finally saw what's really there
Always pretending, finally in reality
Always hearing, finally heard the truth
Always wondering, finally known
Like it or not, this is what you got
Yes or no, is it what you thought?
Always happy, finally bitter
Always talking, finally silent
Always calm, finally angred
Always running away, finally being brave
Like it or not, this is what you got
Up or down, was this how you expected it to turn out?

Problematic Heart

Can you tell me you don't care? Can you tell me you feel nothing?

 I wish I could feel nothing at all, wish I could bring myself to stop caring.

All I see is your crying face, it haunts me to this day, just go away.

Can you not see how he makes me happy? Can you not see with you I was in misery?

I wish I could still endure the suffering, wish I could live being so un-happy.

I set you free won't you do the same for me? I still love you, is that too hard to believe?

I wish loving you didn't hurt so much, I tried to stop from hurting you by not staying where I would cause you to watch my pain.

Can you not see what I did is best for both you and I? Can I not do as you always have, think of the best for you and not ask if it is okay?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish I could tell you I wanted you to stay, but I can not let my wants get the better of me.

Can you not see how clear my reasoning? Can you not see how rational it was of me?

I wish I never had a single rational thing to say, but I do today and it I have said.

Can you not see I much I love you even now? Can you not see the words of love written on my skin?

I wish to you all the best; my heart may finally find it's rest, I wish this wasn't goodbye we were saying but rather until we meet again.

Can you not see I fear your going, even now that you are gone? Can you not see how your cold fare-thee-well nearly killed me?

I wish I could be so heartless, I wish I could again just walk in the dark with you by my side all through out the night.

 Can you not see how much loving and losing you has changed me? Can you not see it was you who was always the one to leave?

I wish it was you that had left again; I wish I could have been able to get so angry, that I could claim to hate you to console my poor heart.

 Can you not see goodbye was the best thing? Can you not see what the world was so plainly telling me?

I wish it didn't have to end this way; I wish there was something else I could say, but it's already done and nothing can be taken back.

A Poetic Goodbye

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

just a waste of space

can't you see they are lying to your face?

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

each time you ask nothing is said

for ever it seems you beg at least something to be told

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

could never be happy with the empty silence

now a show of defiance

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

just a waste of space

can't you see they are lying to your face?

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

each time you ask nothing is said

forever it seems you beg at least something to be told

don't pretend, we all know it's come to an end

just give up, nothing left to defend

could never just be happy with the empty silence

now the girl has shown defiance